Never ever take for granted what you have...ever. Love what you have, even if it is a little bit and for a short amount of time. Make it a point to learn something from everything you do, every situation you encounter and everyone you meet. Appreciate things, for whatever they have to offer. The sweetest things can sneak up on you and then flutter away without you ever even knowing it. Keep your eyes, mind and heart open. People come into your life for a reason, they leave for a reason too. Whether its outwardly realized or not, the reason is there. Look around, see what's real, experience it, feel it. Life is too short not to live it.

Have you ever been given something that you could not deal with?

I need a hug.



P.S. If anyone happens to read this, please say a prayer to help the little ones who need help helping themselves.

Alright, here I am. I am sorry guys, just been busy with other things and stuff.

New things:

I have won a SnapFish prize of 25 digital prints and an Acrobat game on the McDonald's Monopoly onlie game with those lil tags you collect from the game. The game is quite silly, entertained me for about 45 seconds. I don't usually win stuff so that was fun. Not the biggest prizes, but I won anyway. Yay me.

Washed me car and now it's white again and not creme colored

Gathered some more stuff for Newf's page, hopefully it will be updated very soon

Change this page around a bit

Playing in a poker tournament tonite...wish me luck!

May be looking at furniture for my living room

I need new clothes

Most important: Looking fairly hard for a new job


See? Not much really to tell about. Things are fairly calm right now. All is quite well and I like it that way. I do need to find a new job though. Work is actually getting to be a pain, I get annoyed way too easily and just basically don't care. Little things are starting to bug me. I think I am just getting too bored and I need a new challenge or direction, I am "over-saturated" with that place. Someone actually told me that I look like that woman in the commercial who walks into the office and slams and trashes everything...lol. It's just not that easy to find something comparable to what I make now. It sometimes just sucks being my age and not really knowing what to do regarding a job. My Birthday is coming up and I see that i am getting older and still don't really have a direction. I really don't have anything to back me up like a certificate, so I just have to use what I have already, which isn't a whole lot. So that is really my main concern at the moment. Job please! Thoughts? Ideas?

It is nice to see updates on babies and other people and how they are doing. I look forward to that. Kitties are good, still wacky and crazy but I love them to death. They have taken to zerox paper boxes now, they each have one because theye were beating each other up over who gets into one. So now I have three boxes lined up an they have decided on which one belongs to each of them, kind of like their food bowls. They're such sucks, and I can't help it, I give in...lol. I have spent some time at a friend's in the country near Woodstock, that has been fun. We played cards, had some beverages, ate, played drunken horseshoes (that was quite interesting) and basically just hung out. I like it there, it's so nice to be out of the city and noise etc.

I need to go do the cleaning-tidying thing now. Then I am going to pop open my bottle of wine and enjoy.

There you have it, my post for this quarter of the year! I will try to be more frequent, sorry pples.

LizBeth

So I came home tonite after having a drink and while I drove into me parking lot, a couple "kids" came running out of the area like crazy that I was going to to park and disappeared. I thought that was odd, but locked me doors just in case. Can't be too carefull ya know. I parked, looked all around and saw nobody, so I unlocked my doors and headed for my building. On my way in, I passed a car with the window busted out and glass all over the ground. I think I may have drove in in the middle of something, not completely sure but it definitely looked like it. Well I got into me apartment safely but I was a lil scared as you never know what's lurking around in those parking garages. I have had my car broken into too many times, so I kinda feel bad for the person that had their window busted in, it's shoitty to come across in the morning on your way to work etc. I just hate living in a place where you have to be so damn careful when it's dark out that something is happening and you may be stumbling upon it and may be in danger because of it. It just sucks. Why can't people leave other people's things alone??? It's just such a violation. I have had my car broken into like 6-7 times, tires slashed and stolen once. Not all from the same area. But still...it just plain sucks. Anyway, it's hopefully gonna be a good weekend. I am celebrating a friend's Birthday so that should be lotsa fun. I really look forward to the weekends, it's when life seems to start again after a week at work. For the five days that I work, I just keep looking forward to those five days ending so the real shit can happen. I am no longer looking for a new apartment, a condo I think is what's in store now. I am however, still getting rid of all the crap that I have. I have a friend coming over to move the big stuff for me. No more crap for me!!! It will look pretty empty here but that;s okay, I am not here enough anyways and my schedule doesn't allow me much time to do a helluva lot. Things are good...I am happy. All is well. Take Care!

LizBeth

Hmmm...

What do I have to say? Well, I want to get me some schooling to get better at stuff so I can make some good money. I want a house, or townhouse or condo...with at least a little piece of green grass to step out on. I want more room, so do me kitties. They're happy, but they would be happier if they had more room. I want a job that I like, that I enjoy doing every day and that I look forward to doing. I want to be comfie, and to feel secure to a point. I want to have one day where there is not one worry or concern. I want to go places and experience everything that I can. I want to say something nice to at least one person every day. Actually, I already do that, and I mean it when I do.

I really wish I had stuff to say about what I do day in and day out all the time. I work, I go to bed, I get ready to work, and do it all over again. On the weekend, I lay low for the most part, just enjoying great company and hanging out. I sure have seen a lot of movies lately! I really don't do much, but I like that right now. Perhaps not too exciting to read or write about, but that's me. It's nice to have something to look forward to. I find that I am always needing to have that. What I am looking for ward to right now is vacation in September. It is now up in the air as to what I will be doing, but it's a vacation nevertheless and I will love it regardless.

Currently in need of attention: washing me car inside and out and getting more boxes and crap out of my house. Then, I have to go through my computer area, which will take quite a while I'm thinking. It's hard tho, I have a lot of stuff that I use to help fix computers etc. a bit and it's good to have the stuff I need handy. I'm such a geek... :-) I have a lot of crap and I am literally emptying my place. I have already gotten rid of a lot of stuff, but there's more that I want to do. I spoke about them turning my buildings into condos a while ago, now they have the new model suites up on the internet. I just don't know about all that. The kitchen's look decent, new appliances and cupboards etc. But really what all can you actually do with these old buildings??? They're okay I guess, but I would never pay almost $100,000 for a place like this, stainless steel appliances and new floors and all, you can still get much better. My standards aren't that high, but I just think you can get much better with your money.

It's getting to be lobster seaon...Time to go out and feast a feast! I haven't had a good lobster or crab dinner in quite a while now. I'm about due I think.

K, I need to go to bed now. I have babbled enough. Have to start doing stuff tomorrow so I am ready for me weekend. ;-) Cheers everyone!

LizBeth

Hi,

It's 2:56am and I can't sleep. It's hot and I am bored, bored of being inside and not doing anything. One cat is in the tub lounging, the other two are lying on their backs behind me on the floor wondering what the hell I am doing up now. There is nothing on tv but infomercials and some porn on CityTv. Ahhh, yes, me alone and sweating in the heat with porn...what a site! lol It's been a helluva week for sure. All is well though. My Sundays off have just about come to an end, it was great while it lasted that's for sure. I do have a week off at the beginning of September and will be going away, out of the city and somewhere else for sure. I have a thing with those cheesequake blizzards from Dairy Queen right now, they're sooo good. Wish they were open now. I really don't have much to say at the moment. I just needed to blab for a second or two. Wow...I usually always have something to say, but for some reason I just don't lately. K so I am going to go now and do something, not sure what, but something. I think I've lost it...what do you do at 3am??? I used to do stuff all the time in the early hours but not lately.

Later Gaters

LizBeth

So I haven't updated in a while. Well, I did change me colors, something lighter, may change again soon. But for now I think it will do.

Y'know when you laugh so hard that you cry and you can't stop laughing no matter what you do and then you get this frozen-like face with your mouth wide open and you can't laugh, speak, breathe or anything??? Well that's what I did when I was asked to see if I could get some time off in August. I have a chance to go somewhere, like out of this country and everything. Not like across the world or anything, but out of the country, a small vacation. Something I haven't been on in years...at least five I think. So that was a bit of a disappointing moment in my weekend. Hell, Tahiti is still coming!!! Other than that, the weekend was great! I had three days off and enjoyed every minute of it. I really didn't do much. Matter of fact, I didn't do what I should have been doing either. Like the usual laundry, vacuuming etc. I didn't even drink anything! It was like a PCP party for sure. But it was good nonetheless. I watched about 6 movies I think. I made a website. Listened to music. Just stuff. Life is very good right now.

I think I am going to check out that show called Intervention tonite. A friend said it was quite interesting. Nothing else really on anyways. I also think I will be looking up some courses to take to better myself. I need to get good at something in order to make me some more money. I have decided to not move for now, until I see what happens with things and/or what may change down the road... I really want to be able to move to something better than what I have, not equally ghetto. I also need my hair cut, maybe some color too. My hair bothers me a lot, it seems to curl towards the fron of my face if I leave it all down so I have to wear it back all the time. people always say that if you keep doing the same thing to your hair that it will eventually go that way on its own. Well not mine. Stubborn curl it is. It's not like a tight curl too. My hair isn't that thick, so it curls in the front more than the back sometimes. The top-back of me head it's straighter. If I cut it shorter, it doesn't get curlier. So I don't know what to to with it any more. I have pondered chopping it all off but I don't know what will happen if I do. Enough about my hairs. Ideas???

I got home today and the pillows from my couch were on the floor and there was yet another stream of toilet paper coming from the bathroom. There were also a few socks in the kitchen. I think the cats need some new toys...lol.

I have been looking up my family etc. on the internet on and off for quite a while now. I have found some very useful sites that I will put links up for on the left in case anyone is interested. There are tons more out there, but I'm not going to link to all of them. I even found exact photocopies of the actual papers that my Great Grandfather and Great Uncle filled out and signed (Doctor signed too) to get into the First World War. That was on a Candian Government site. There's info regarding their age, height, age, hair color, address, next-of-kin and religion too. That was so nice to find as it opened up a bunch of new people that I was looking for. I even found a cemetary site that allowed me to find where many many people are in Ontario (even Canada).

I am gonna run now, take care everyone!

LizBeth

This is Mohhe...




I want to go here again...

I woke up is a cozy warm bed. I got up and put everything together for me taxes and got it all to the person doing them for me. I had a coffee. I researched plane flights to BC for a friend. Pretty damn expensive right now! Anyone know of a deal? Cleaned me floors and dishes. Vacuumed. Fed and watered the animals. Fed myself. Returned a movie rental. Worked on a couple PhotoShop projects. Did me budget. Payed some bills. Cleaned up the toilet paper trail that my animal decided to create by grabbing the end of the roll and ran like mad with throughout the living room. Pretty exciting huh! A day all to myself, and that's all I wanted for me today. Just thought I'd share.

Now I just miss the warm sun on me face. The birds singing. The green grass. The warm breeze coming through my patio door. The patio. Manihi here I come!!!!!!!!! However, I do have Fridays and Saturdays off for a time. That will be so nice! Mondays and Tuesdays just sucked huge amounts. I will enjoy that so much.

This was sent to me...kinda weird...

The ZoomQuilt

Anyhoo...Going to bed now.

Take care all!

Lizbeth

So just when I babbled that things were great, shit happened. Still happening actually. But it's nothing that can't be corrected. I have been in some very extreme pain over the last two weeks. Most of those who know me, know that I have "tooth" issues, I always have. And you may not want to read more of this if you don't like "tooth" stories.

I have had more than one surgery before, and it was supposed to be all done, but no. I have implants (not the boob ones! ;-)), and they have been causing me problems, along with some of me other teeth. The pain just got so bad I don't know how I was managing to stay upright and still work. I took painkillers...T3's, Xtra Strength Tylenols and tried some other stuff too. When different combos of those didn't even phase me, I got worried. A very good friend of mine (you know who you are) kept telling me to go somewhere and do something about it. But I was honestly scared to death and I am also very stubborn. I am quite terrified of dentists and dental surgeons. The needles and etc. are I think what bothers me the most. I tend to pass out quite quickly when I see them near me. I have been seeing the same ppl since I was twelve, so they know what I am like. Well, I finally gave in and went and got some drugs and antibiotics. The infection is now going away and I am adhering to a schedule so that I don't forget a pill. I know how important that is. The pain is going away because the infection is going away, so that is very good. I bet nobody even knew I was at work for about a week as I could hardly talk. And when I did, it was quiet and whiny. I know that I am in for at least one more surgery and some more fun treatment stuff when this bit is done, I am not very happy about that at all. Terrified actually. Losing teeth and parts of your mouth are not fun. But me friend said she would help. Geez...I am gonna owe her big time, she deserves it anyway. I will also have the help of another certain someone. ;-) I just now have to figure out the ol' money situation, this is not gonna be cheap at all. This is one serious major cause of stress right now. I am thinking bank loan or something. I will likely have to take a medical leave from work too so it can all be done in a timely manner. I am also sure that I won't be very coherent during this time, so work would not be very good. In about a week I should hopefully have some sort of a game plan for what is yet to come. But when all is said and done, I will be able to chomp on a rack of ribs, and eat corn on the cob!!!!! I haven't had corn on the cob in about ten years I think. I am looking forward to that!

Do lots of strong painkillers and antibiotics make your skin extreme dry? Mine is so dry, and it usually doesn't get like this because of the weather. I dunno, very annoying tho.

And you all need to make sure you take care of your teeth! Brush and floss! Every day! You have no idea the consequences that will happen...Or maybe you do, and you already know how important it is and how very bad it can all be.

I hope everyone had a nice Valentine's Day.

Toodles,

Lizbeth

Life is good, things are good. I am happy. Things are looking up for me, I feel great. The only stress that I have right now is that my shift changed from 1-9:45 to 3-11:45. That sucks and I feel that I will once again lose any kind of life that I have ouside of work. I will work something out I am sure. I have been fairly busy lately, keeping occupied with whatever I can. I am so excited, I do hope I get to go on that trip. I have to go now, I hope everyone is doing well.

Ta-Ta

LizBeth